Nightmare

Last night was terrible. Very terrible. We we suppose to be sitting at Ming Boon and were supposed to drink chinese tea, yeah we were there to drink chinese tea. But somehow Mr. Gooi have this idea to get our ass to Permatang Tinggi. Mr. Gooi went home change, and i proceed to that cafe/pub. swt. The reason we choose that cafe/pub is because i was kinda down, Gooi was down and Mr Tong just go there with us to accompany us. This cafe/pub will only play sad chinese song and well, u know, cheaper price, not really many people there so we can just go there and relax. Even the shop called Relax Cafe/Pub. swt.

We reach arnd 10.45 pm like that and at 1st everything start nicely. swt. i don't even know they order so much of beer, yes beer. swt la.. the 2nd round, we're kinda nothing better to do, i ask for dice and we played some game, a friend of mine teach us wan. swt. 4 - 5 round and all started to get tipsy. swt. this because i got 4 glass on bottom's up in a row, 3 half glass and almost the same goes to Mr Tong and Mr Gooi. swt. guess how much we order or drank?! swt, we order 4 bucket, total of a carton of beer. 24 bottles of Tiger beer for just 3 person. Well, Mr. Gooi wasn't happy and when there are friend not happy, we will drink like nobody business.



I start to talk rubbish, i remember i lecture Mr Gooi and advice him. yes, yes, i told him how to face the fact of life. swt. i was so tipsy that i keep on drinking another 2 bottle of beer and by that time i cant really take it anymore. swt. After all, Mr gooi collapse/drunk, Mr Tong half drunk/ can't drive and me, ok la.. still can walk and drive Mr. Gooi home. Mr Tong vomitted in the shop, yeah, me-sia-sui-kan.. swt. ok la.. we drive home, and on the way home, swt, police road block, they check for IC and License and talk some rubbish with the police. swt. haha.. but still manage to proceed on la.. swt. I drop Mr. Gooi home and stop by the road and vomit. i just cant take it anymore. ok, we drank too much and too excited to drink so much. NO more next time, wake up this morning so suffer. haihz...

What i gain from last night experience is not to drink so much and no more playing with those "drinking games". ok let start this point of the post. In a life, there are always trouble with a relationship. We as a guy always will do a lot of thing to make our love one happy, "if you really like/ love someone as a guy, you won't mind the person attitude, you won't mind the person background" quoted by Mr Gooi. yes i do have to agree this but there are always something that will bother you. If you were not to mind the person attitude and background, you go on, let me tell you, there will not be any good reason for you to move on with the relation. Unless the girl willing to change her attitude but still if u really like her, take what she is granted with. To my advice when you love the person, please to know more about her/ him.

In me, i always put my friend 1st rather than my gf(if i have one la). We were friend for so many year and you as my partner, i just know you for few month or maybe years but one thing, tomolo i wake up, u can just leave me. Don't come fucking around if you can't accept the fact that i put u second in my life. One more thing, in a relationship, people always do like to argue for some simple thing. But you have to know something, when a couple argue, please don't rgue for the same thing over and over again for the sake of it. It might be a person ex, you must respect people's life, there are no point on going to argue over it. Sometimes, we do always say that she (your ex) is a good people, but there are nothing that can change the fact that she is always or will always do be your ex-partner. Learn one thing in life, "Learn to pick up and always learn to let go off the person if she choose to leave u" and wish her happiness with the other people. Sometimes when it's time for you to wake up, it mean time for u to really wake up and to learn more on the people. Don't always go over to people and keep on telling this and that nonsense. No point. really no point on doing it. i do confess i'm in love, but there are just something bothering me now, i just wish it i would not love that someone and move on my life, but there are things that make me more into knowing her. swt. but just let how the thing flow.. i not really going to do anything about it. swt. okla, i have enuf to bullshit here!