2-2-2008

picture thanks to Yeeween the camerawoman and Evelyn Camera

Let the pic do the talking.



Update some pic on that day Pre-Hiking. I need to get my fat ass to jog. It's so damn tiring for me.

Before the hiking. Exposure - 0.7

Yeeween not in pic. She camerawoman


path to hell kerachut

some snapshot of the trail to Kerachut

they like to pose -__-
so i also try to pose -__-

tiring.. i'm all wet!

i think the next few pic about scenery de.

R.I.P Jelly Fish


we went back by speedboat. cuz so many of the girl kenot tahan de.


Pantai Kerachut

Last but not least, this pic i find it very nice. Good camera skill *forget the name* sorry.

Christmas Eve Drunk Nite Party

Bringing you live, at Mr Tong House. You also can call it TongieClub@BM.

Just some simple blog on what i going to drink tonite with another 4-5 person only and what we saying that we going to finish this 2 bottle or not we won't stop.

This is what my drink will be for tonight.

I'll update later after the drink if and only if i'm not drunk.

Rovers Party and Meeting

*Pictures courtesy of Mr Jimmy Tong with his N82

This is something new. We never did this kinda event to celebrate any festival before so i guess it's kinda fun also organizing a party with all of our scouts members and guide.

I was basically in-charge of FOOD and ok, it kinda burden me because i need to wake up and go grocery shopping and prepare some food for the party. And to add the spice, i woke up hangover in the morning because of last night clubbing which we, didn't drink that much. Imagine a bottle a liquor for 10 person, so just some small portion per person.

I don't know why i can woke up in the morning and hangover.

OK. Woke up at 2 pm and rushing here and there for lunch and to get lunch for my maid -___- . then go over giant, because it's nearest to my house and did some grocery shopping for the sandwich WITHOUT butter, and also some simple food that my chairman ask me to prepare.

Went over at around 5.30 pm. They having meetings at 6.15 pm and i din't join in the meeting because i'm doing all the preparation for the night party.


I set up the tables, my laptop and the speakers for the songs, the food preparation and the spotlight.

look at the moonlight.

That night moon was perfect for a nice party under the bright moonlight and well, it really so so nice on top of a HQ roof top and BBQ-ing.


We make it pot luck style because it show some kind of unity and we get to share foods. It nice though to see people bringing different food ranging from fried mee to spaghetti and also some junk food. I made the sandwich with my own hand and with my own recipe.!



The best part of it is, it's a christmas party and i forget to copy my christmas songs from my pc, so we're playing so R&B, House and Trance on roof top of the HQ.

It's really nice to see my members and scout to really enjoy the party although it's something like bachelor party like some of the ppl said.


Well, the whole party end at around 11 pm and we start to clear up the things. So many food left, so wasted.

i love this pic

OK. the end of the christmas party.


Well, the other day, they telling me to organize Bowling Knockout competition and Paintball session among the rovers member, i think i'll try to organize and this is some activity we trying to organize so that the members among our rovers get to know each other better. It's pretty fun if u really have the heart to attend.

A lot of my members and friends which is in the same rovers as me, didn't manage to come back and join the party, but i hope u all can make it in the next event organize by us. So please and please come and join us.

For now, we'll bid farewell year 2007 together and welcome year 2008 with activities.

nah... eat it!

Busy Week

* this is going to be a very long entry.

This whole week was a very busy week for me. Planning, planning and also i started my class on Monday and it was so damn hectic for me. I have to find all the old notes and show it to the lecture. Yeah, what can i do?! I'm repeating the subjects and something kinda bother me is like those lecturer keep on mentioning about this is "a special case for me" Damn Fuck *#@! those lecturers.

I woke up early on Monday, get ready for class at 9 am and i was kinda late because of those traffic jams here and there. I rush to the college and when i meet with the coordinator, she fucking told me that she's busy now with all those registration and ask me to seat outside there alone. Of course i'm pissed off and i just don't bother to wait her and i went to the cafeteria for breakfast.

Nvm nvm.. u coordinator ma, sure busy wan for the 1st day of college start again. So i was waiting until 11am for another class and this time that lecturer told me that he don't know the standard of the subject and ask me to get the notes and show it to him. FINE! i talk to him for another 1/2 hour and he asked me to come next week. Saw Gooi when i come out from the staff room and we went Gurney Plaza for lunch.

After the lunch, he went back to class and i head down to New World Park to meet up with my forum friends from KL. Seriously, this the only few forum ppl tht i would meet up if they where at PG. I meet up with Vinspire, Devince and another girl which i forgot her name. They are nice guys though, i was asking for their opinion on the web design thingy. They explain and well, thank u guys.

Nothing much to blog on the other 2 days

On Thrusday, i get my hair cut again. I dont really like the previous hairstylist and it make my hair feel so so err.. err.. not nice. So i went back to the old hair stylist to get a new hair cut. The hairstylist ask me what kind of style for i want, so i was like, short and suit me. So he tell me something really make me blank for while, "likedat ar, ok lo.. I'll cut short and something would make u 'Chee Kek'. " I always trust that hairstylist to cut my hair, so i think for while and said, "ok, let c how chee kek it can be!" He start to cut and cut and i was like, errr.. is it to short?, but i trust him so, i just let him do it. After it's done, i pick up my specs and i look into the mirror and say, "OH FUCK! U cut till this short ar!" guess what he reply me," like this la chee kek" OMG, i never cut until this short for like 6 years. But ok la, i need to style up my hair i will look like a dumb ass. really short till like i can "kee siao"

My phone camera suck

New hair cut

Excuse me for this pic. For fun only. and I'm not grabbing my balls

I can't wait till friday for the PROM. and oh ya, Tong pack his cloth and stay over at my place. Because i'm home alone. haha.. it's easier for me also la, i dont nid to go down all the way to BM to fetch him to the prom.

So ok, PROM day, we reach G Hotel at around 4 sumthing, because we scared of traffic jams and also we got nothing better to do, so why not just hang out at gurney plaza before the prom. Have our tea at Sega, then Window shopping and then we have a drink at MCD.

After that we went to the PROM and i'm boring in there. Reasons because we're i think oldest among all of them and we don't really mix with any of them. So well, it's confirm boring. The buffet food serve was, just ok, i don't aspect this kinda Food for a 5 star hotel. Ok, maybe i'm really a food criticizer.

GP toilet. Before prom.

G-Hotel toilet. ignore my dumb face

lobby

ballroom

Something that i really would praise the organizer. You all plan a very interesting yet nice ice breaking for the event. That's something that i was kinda shock for. And also this event will stay a memory for all of you all who is classmates and also schoolmates. Nice job for u all which makes something like gathering for all of ur age ppl in a way that i would leave a memory. Although i'm bored at there, nothing suits me there, but well, a word is a word, i promise to support u all, means i would.

After the prom, we went clubbing at GLO. Sigh, it disappoint me when i enter the club, so less people compare to last time which will full house on Friday and Saturday night. Open a bottle of Chivas, I and Tong have a shot of tequila. After that we head down to AC. Supposedly we're going to Vivo, but it's so late already so we didn't enter. MCD for supper and went home at 4 am.
It's been so long that i drink. So i was kinda hang over on the next day. I think the last time i went clubbing is 2-3 months back.

Alright. This post is getting too long. The rovers party i'll update it tomolo in a new entry.

Life so sucks

Life so sucks nowadays. real sucks >.<' Got my result today. Yeah, my final sem final papers result. It turn out to be more better than i predict. Although, i don get As, but i think it's kinda good result for me. But the point is, i won't be joining others in the coming January Graduation Ceremony. I need to stay for another Sem.

Because i need to repeat 3 more papers. And i talk to the lecturer today, and they gave me some 'special case' remarks where i'll be just 1 on 1 with my lecturers for the whole sem. Can u imagine the stress that i going to face?! sigh. One subject will only takes 2 hours per week which means if everything can be adjusted to one day class then i'll be fucking free for the rest of the weekdays.

I'm happy with that, but it seems that i'm wasting half year for this. Why don't i study better and i will be on my way to other country now. Sigh again.. I'm kinda depressed nowadays. Too many things that i need to make decision with. So many things that eventually my hair is almost 100% white.

Life seems so tense nowadays. I need to finish my R&D fast. I need to decide on where to study next. I need to decide on what to continue next. I need to decide whether to continue Comp Science or Major in Data Comm & Networking or I'll go for Computer Security. What Uni i should go. Which country that i can afford with. sucks. so sucks. That's only about studies. There are even more personal things that i need to sort out.

It's so hard to predict something. For example, it's very hard to predict some people thinking, it so damn hard to really understand something, it's so freaking hard to do something which u always dream of. It's also so fucking hard to know's what that some people thinks of. I one times, they become close to you, but in the mean time, they tends to ignore you. What the hell?! sigh. If this all continue on, i guess my hair will turn white, I'll be a real Santa on this coming Christmas. After turning white 100% then it'll drop of one by one and by that time, I shall see thee, oh god. sigh sigh sigh. I hate myself, i fucking hate myself. why do i need to suffer like this where other people tends to be happy with their life.

You know?! I'm kinda depressed. why on earth i can't find someone that i truly love?! i'm not a playboy nor a person who take other people daugthers for bedtime story. but y i need to suffer all the loneliness by myself. sigh .

I don't want to type anymore. It's just so sucks. I need time to really sit down and sort of all my things. I really don't know.. what to do...

Christmas plans changes again. I'll be hanging at tong's place this coming Christmas eve. My 21st of December plan canceled due to some reason.

My New Future.

I got really brainwashed recently by my parents. They keep on telling me that it's more better for me to manage my own business and that i can't take the suffer to work for people. I might agree with that as owning your own business is always the best. The most successful people in this world are mostly businessmen. So guess i would just follow what they been telling me. Around last year, my dad bought up a web design company for me to venture in. But, i was in college that time so i don't put 100% effort in it.

It's been since a year and i dun really care about it, because it's not the time i really wan to put any effort in business. I was thinking of freelancing at 1st. But since i'm kinda busy, i didn't bother to sort the company back in order. So after a year of nothing, since i'm just working on web templates and so on. And also all my R&D thingy. I'm new in computer line, so all i can is research and development.

So recently, my dad keep on pushing me and i was like, let me finish and let me be ready to face this line. But after some deep thinking, i think let's give it a try, y not right? I got a business meeting today. I was kinda happy at 1st. My BIG project. It might make me earn arnd 4-5k as it's a very very big project. If from what i calculate and the market, the project cost arnd 9k.

I was of course happy at first. I went there with my father, and i kinda blank for while. I need to brush up my skill of communication with those businessman. I can't really answer their question. But in the end, i don't get the deal, the things he want it to be, i can't accomplished it. They wan a e-commerce site, which mean they wan a site something like eBay. so fuck. It just make me so sucks there. I just lost a almost 10k project.

Reason i don't take up the project is that i don't want to make anyone lost trust for my company. I can't promise the client where i can't fulfill it. so well, this kinda site is still under my R&D project. So i guess, i really need to spent more time on it. Hopefully i can really step into this line without any problem blocking me.

Sigh. I don't really know why, but i'm kinda depressed about it. Y can't i master web thingy? I think i need months to be prepare and face the market. Haha. Pray for my luck then.

Prove that I've been really working on my stuff. I got 2 laptop and a pc at my dad office for me to multi task.

One for photoshop, one for dreamweaver and one for finding info.

ok. I'm tired already. No more bragging here.

QB Shopping.

Ok, let start. Gooi ask the other day to accompany and maybe shop for some cloths. So i was ok since i'm bored and since i got nothing better to do. I woke up late today, and the 1st thing i woke up, i drop Gooi a msg, asking him to call Tong and only the previous night i told him about QB. So ok, i prepare myself and later on i went over to my dad office as they got things for me to collect from Pg.

Went over at arnd 12 sumthing, pick up those document which i'm suppose to collect. Then i straight drive down to QB. While on the way finding for parking, i called Gooi but the GF answer and after some short conversation it cut off. I called Tong, he left another phone at home and i dunno what his new number is. So i guess they might be in there sumwhere.

I parked the car, and to my suprise, i show Gooi's car passing thru the lower deck of the parking. Wtf. He told me he's out at 12 and it took him 1 hour to reach QB? nvm. waited for them and later on move on for Brunch. Brunch at Pizza Hut. I got too much things to complain here and it make me feel like those tu-kohs really sucks in serving food.

After the brunch, we walk around and just enter any shop, browse thru and if ngam then buy. If not just, walk off.

I notice something, almost all the QB shops worker never entertain u at all. (except those branded shop). I enter a number of shop, browse thru and they just stand there talking. So sometimes when i found something which suits me, i'll rather walk off. Oh ya. Even the SEED worker where i'm looking thru the formal shirts, don't entertain me. I would call her, she take for me then walk off. Fuck u. If it's not because i like it and if it's not because i find it kinda cheap, i won't be buying tht shirt.

I wonder, if it's a tradition in QB that those workers are allowed to not to entertain customers. I i were the boss, i'll fire their ass off. sigh.

p/s : got a few pic. will upload when i receive frm Tong.

Christmas Banner

Comment Please.




New Layout that i did about this coming festival. Merry Christmas. My this year Christmas is full of programs. Previous post i got post about this year Christmas events.

I just started using photoshop recently but i really love this program le. Alot of things for me to do. I mean alot. All the brushes.

Updates On Me

I just finish up the banner from photoshop. It might look simple but i feel it's better than the previous banner. I love this new banner, and i started to like Photoshop.

Lately, i was thinking that i have enough of food tastings. I look back on my form 5 pic and compare with now, i gain alot of weight le.. I mean really alot. So i decided it's time to go on diet. I'm doing Skipping rope 100 times a day. Trying to control my eating and also my food. So let see if i would burn some fat at the end of the month.

This coming Christmas i would be free, real free. My family going to singapore for a week or more i think, i would be home alone which mean i would be partying alot. And also, there's alot of activities in the Christmas week

Let me list all out:

21 Dec - Prom de' Prestigious. (not sure if going or not, but to show our support, we paid for the place already)

22 Dec - Rover B & C Christmas Pot Luck Party and Present Exchange. ( i take this very serious).

23 Dec - lol. SOMEONE turn older already. but still underage.

24 Dec - party at my house. Simple and Drunk nite.

25 Dec - Hang over day.

Guess this coming christmas would be the most happening compare to the other years.

signing off as it's already 5:19 AM.

Trust

Let me explain on why i would blog about this topic. There are few reason which really make me wanted to explain about this thing. i apologize to anyone who felt offended or if anyone which might be offended by this post, please ignore this post.

First, let me explain what is the meaning of TRUST.

trust –noun

1.	reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.

2.	confident expectation of something; hope.

In this world, when a person betray another person trust, it very hard for that person to gain back trust the another people gave him/her.

Ok. Fuck it. I feel sorry to write about this but, i need to express out something. In love, when you betray a person trust, you'll be very hard to gain back the trust. One thing for sure, what the hell that is wrong with people nowadays? I'm really sad, too sad to be true.

I dunno why, but i felt disturded about girls. SOME people told me that guys are hateful. Guys always cheat girls. Guy never felt the hurt that the girl gone thru. Guys never really put the heart on the girl which they are dating. Guys never care about the girls. Guys tends to demand for what they have and in the end let the girls shallow all the hurt by herself.

See this girl, i never said that guys are good but you need to know, not every single guy in this world is like that kind of person. Maybe never in your life you experience a nice guy, it because of YOUR attitude, looking over those handsome guys and think they are you prince of your life. FUCK, i tell you, When you really got played by them, you'll know what it feel to simply fall in love for those handsome guys.

I didn't say that all the handsome guys are playboy or anything, but it just so not fair in this world that people do fall in love with those playboys and naughty guys although they know they will get hurt in the end of the day. I read so many blogs, there's on from the Co-founder of nuffnang, Timothy Tiah. He say that girl tends to be with AH BENG that those with a good career. but i feels it's 50-50 correct and wrong. I dunno la, but one thing i wan to tell that SOMEBODY that we guys also felt hurt when we got cheated by you ladies but we never show it out. Do you know that a guy also have feelings?

In the end of a relationship, people would say that the guys will walk happily away and the girls will end up crying none stop. But heck, when a guy really love that girls, he would also cry, CRY out all the sadness and follow up by making himself drunk to forget the unhappiness. Please, do really understand a person before u really making fools of yourself.

Back to the point. You trust your partner, and in the end she betray your trust and u found out. I just felt that, you don't want to be really that heartless until you need to play us, guys, like a dumb puppet which you might thing is fun. If we're to find out anything, it wont be that fun in the end. Come on, if you don't love us anymore, why don't you just break up with us, rather than you cheat outside.

It's just that i'm tired with this all of questions. I'm REALLY REALLY tired of Love things, Love issues. I'm wondering, why in this world, gays existed. Think it this way, when you love that person so much, you would just do anything for her, i mean ANYTHING but then when she just hurt you and dump you like that, what would you feel? you can't accept the facts and you turn yourself to guys.

What is wrong with this world? Girls hate guys, keep on complaining that we're bad guys, always hurt them, and on the other hand, we guys would just say vice versa. Damn.. True love never exist in this world, i do believe it exist last time, but not after so many things gone through. Too many things that make me more in believing that there will never exists. NEVER!

In my life, there are just so many things that i regreted. I regret on how i treated my exs, on why they leave me and be with others, i regret on why am i like this, why i never have a stable relationship, i do anything for you, but in the end, i get nothing and i the one that will be crying out loud.

I have friends, alot of friend. I'm truly sad to hear any heart breaks story. SOME people tell me that they feel sad to hear that their friends broke up. But you know, i were the couple and when i found out this relationship never would work out, i would choose to let you go, better than i put in so much effort and in the end i got very very hurt.

You know, that SOMEONE who told me you hate guys, please think out of the box. Think if you really love that person and that person really love you, would you be hurt? Think of your personalities, if nothing change, why would that guy treat you coldly? and If you were big enough to think of those handsome playboys, i would guarantee you, you'll get hurt in end and u start to fucking more hate guys. Think about it. (btw, this concept also apply to guys). You are big enough to judge this.

I don't mean to hurt anyone here, especially the ladies, but i do want you all to know our guys feeling. We're never that heartless and easy as you all think about us. This purpose of post is to express out my long long time rants that been in my heart. Ignore this if you think that my point is wrong.

Trip - Part 3

The next morning, if as plan we were suppose to check out at 7.30 in the morning and head up to genting. But since last night everyone was tired, so we decided to change the plan and and to check out at 10.30 but since last night we have our dose of milk, and -___- i woke up at 10.30 prepare everything and check out also arnd 12 already.

So i drive down with 3 monkeys in my car and a lady. haha.. ok la.. driving up the hill is fun. We have our brunch at Goh Tong Jaya. Some restaurant there. The price kinda reasonable but the food sucks. After lunch we headed up to genting, dropping some at cable car station, since i got free cable car ride, so why wanna waste, right?

When i almost reach Genting, with Mr.Paul ( because he's scared phobia of height), the mist was so thick, my visibility was like errr, 10 meter.. so i was so ' king cheong' as i 1st time drive up genting and also 1st time face this kinda situation. So, i just drive very damn slow and look at the road line.

It took me around 15-20 min just to reach the First World Hotel car park. I got proof of the thick mist. So when we reach there, the weather so damn cold, even with all my fats around my body, i need to put up the jacket.

We reach there around 2.30, still can't check in so we hang around the lobby and the park. Yeah, we camwhore there! hahaha... 1st time in my life we got nothing better to do until camwhoring around at the park.

After check in the room, we took a nap, until around 8.30 pm. All of us tired, plus me, i'm damn tired, driving all the way up, and since i don't get enough sleep for the past few days. After the short long nap, we walk around the place to find the suitable place for our dinner. We walk all the way up to Highland Hotel for our dinner, which is so tasteless and sucks.

After that we walk around again and enter the ghost house and Ripley's. The ghost house not scaring at all but the 3d effect is nice. We hang out at Starbuck for a while and i ordered Caramel Macchiato. I never knew that drink is so so so NICE. haha. After that, Gooi said we should tried to enter the Casino. I went to the room to change my shirt to a collar shirt and tried to enter. Surprisingly the guard didn't stop us, we went in like nobody business. And yeah, three of us enter, me, Foo and Gooi and three of us lose RM 50 each. But it's fun to have this experience in a Malaysia only legal place to gamble.

After that, we went back to room and have our drink of the night. Absolute Vodka. This liquor is nice to drink in a cold place. Even the temperature drop till 10 celcius but we still feel warm. That bottle of liquor finish fast, it cause i'm the one mixing the liquor. wakaka. After that, everyone went back to their room and sleep.It's already 5am and we three monkeys (Me, Tong and Ping) got nothing to do, so we head down to the park and sit there in the 10 celsius cold, with just shirts, short and sandals.

Hang there for like 1 hour and we snap snap pic there. The next morning, we woke up late again, woke up chun chun to check out after bath. After that lunch at Burger King and again, we tried casino, with the modal of Rm 80 from 8 people. Haha. -____-

I and Ping only manage to enter the casino, the rest got checked by the guards. So, i and Ping sit down at the "Tai Sai" table and try our luck. Yeah, with the modal of RM 80, i manage to win RM 60 while Ping lose RM 50. haha. no luck for him i guess.

3 pm, we decided to leave genting and head home. Dinner break at Tapah R&R, eating KFC with the money Uncle Lim gave us.

Reach home around 8.30, still 10 pm, went out kah teh with Gooi, Foo, Tong and Foo's GF.

I think end of the trip thing. I can't remember much though. Pictures will post it up in another post wit all pictures only.

Trip - Part 2 | pictures |

Since so many pic, so i put all the trip pic into part 2, where as part 3 will be the story.

Eye On Malaysia

Pavilion Xmas Spirit

Misty

proof!~

Camwhore -_____-

brothers!

lol..

s-m-i-l-e

speechless

drunk..

3 pm in the afternoon |misty|

Emo...

Background snap

-___- snap again

Enviroment

Gay...

christmas treenice view...

emo---emo... dun cry

i own this, i'm proud